just another update.... this time.. a not so pleasant one....


unfortunatly, yesterday, sunday 28th, around 17:15, i was robbed...
I was just peacefully heading home and the guy saw me checking the time on my cellphone...(still don't know how... he was a very long distance away from me...)
i saw him put on his hood, next thing i know i'm on the floor being stepped on with a large boot.

what saddens me the most... is that there was a lady and her dog with us.... she was there she saw everything.... she saw it when i started crying for my life and begged for her help... her answer? :" oh... sorry... i can't do anything all i could do is let the dog loose but.... i have no idea if it will bite him..."


IT WAS A BIG GERMAN SHEPPARD FOR GODS SAKE!!! AT LEAST IT COULD HAVE SCARED HIM AWAY!!!

i feel so enraged.... YOU COULD HAVE CALLED THE FUCKING POLICE OLD HAG!!!!!

that's what i wish i had told her...
she just stood there, watched, then when he ran away with my bag, she aproached me and said : " hey, psst...are you alright? HEY! i'm talking you you!!!!!!! aren't you listening????pppst!!! hey!!! "

like i was some freaking object or whatever...


i have asthma... and he stepped on my stomach and chest as he dragged me around the hard floor trying to remove the bag on my waist.

this wasn't near my house so, after this, i had to go home soaked in tears, trying to handle my asthma episode(i didn't have the medicine with me).

conclusion: he took everything.... the bag with my favorite cellphone....my wallet with over 30€ in cash and all my documents except my ID (thank god i had that at home).... all my keys.... and my favorite MP3 player.

(mp3 player was out of battery... and even if he can recharge it...it's all in japanese, for practice, so it's better this way.... i loved that mp3 so much that .... if I can't use it... no one can)


good for him, he's probably drugging himself as we speak, with the money he got from his "day of work"



as i said, all i saw was that i was being stepped on, while i tried to punch his legs and everything else and scream from the bottom of my lungs but, when night came, and i calmed down a bit, i noticed i had several bruises....
a very big one in my leg... an open wound in my foot... and hand marks in my shoulder.


so that's it.... he took everything... along with all that was left of my hope in this country/world

sorry for being long... and no need to comment.
love you all, hope your day was better.... be careful